Finally.
Thats it. No more looking back,no more remembering about my bitter past. No more memories about the past.
I have learnt to embrace new things,new people,new friends,new life and new smiles.
I don't forget about all my old friends except for one particularity.
I treasure my loved ones.
I'm not fucked up anymore.
When i'm really tired of something or someone,i fuck off.
And no its not running away,it's shoving your problems back into your ass and dont ever give a fuck about it.Forever.
Thank you.
Love can always find its way, so keep hope even when you are in a deep desperation.
Now repeat that 1000000000000000 times.
Fuck.
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be.
Here's some stuff I wrote and prolly gonna make a song out of it.
Circles
Strolled away from my true aim
Had force myself trapped in a circle.
If you only knew hiding to hide
The grudge my day's too dark
But I've been indecisive since
The beginning if only you knew
Had to wait until one more time
We can meet
And I'll tell you about
All those worries
Till they fade away
Till they fade away
This condition had mad my heart
To wish quietly and no one ever knows
Even if this chance slips away
And we feel the regretion
You'll still never know.
Nan naaa naaa naa...something something.
Shit I forgot the tune.
See, your murderers come with smiles, they come as your friends, the people who’ve cared for you all of your life. And they always seem to come at a time that you’re at your weakest and most in need of their help.
"In life,man continously chases love.Some will fall behind in this quest.But love exists,not to be chased."
I've inflicted so much pain on myself that I don't know how to feel. I don't blame any for this.
Well it was a whole load of fun while it lasted. Never fail to have a great time. Deeply Sad but happy at the moment.
I really miss those times we had as friends and how we used to not care about stuff. But I guess now we'll be away from each other and lead our own lives. If you're happy,I'm happy. You say you're here for me and i say i'm here for you,but deep down inside i know that things can never be the same again between us. You have given me a sense of friendship that nothing in this world can ever replace.I know where I went wrong and I'm sorry.
Is it really true that I can't cry my sorrows out? I tried so hard to cry but I never can.
Maybe that's why people think my feelings are false and unsincere because part of it I can't show my sincerity and feelings through tears.
Sometimes its wrong to use the word love because love is about sacrifice and commitment.
And i'm not afraid of it. Because it could be an end to alot of things or a starting point to something new and it could make me a better person and learn from my mistakes.It'll be better if we could start anew with that other person and experience things together.
Lastly before I go:
I don't fear anything or anyone,except for god and myself. For the decisions I make in my life.
No one else decides but me.I'll fuck them up if they do.
This is how i should feel,
Solid and impenetrable because love doesn't come easily.
For me It's love at first fight.
Goodbye Love.
Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
I don't wanna be there when you're ...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground
So dont go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day ... In the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
With all the things caught in my mind
Me and you whats going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong
