It's 6.17am.
I am still awake typing to this post because it's been impossible for me to fall asleep.
I am feeling very depressed these past few days as my feelings has been playing around with me and my sub-conscious mind seems to be taking over me. I've been having doubts and I worry about things much more now than I used to.
I think I'm in love again and I am so afraid to show it as my previous experience was not so "nice" when I confessed and let it all out to the other party. That's what been holding me back. I would have just gone for it.Let's just say my heart was shattered into pieces and I am not able to pick up all the pieces back till now.
So much for being romantic and all caring....fuck. I've moved on but that night will forever be stuck in my head. I am trying my best now to start all over again and try to just understand myself again as I've seemed to have lost belief in love.
One more thing,I am not like those typical guys who hook up with girls,go into a relationship saying he's serious,fucks the girl and dumps her when he's bored fucking.I pity the girls.
For those of you who don't know me that well yet,this is what's trapped under those layers of fat. Come on.This is reality now.
Well for me it is.
Hell,it's about time.
She makes my day every day.
See how I look so happy when I'm with her?
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A guy you would likely to meet during the most ankward times.
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I also do freelance photography. Models,Fashion,Landscapes,Sports,Architecture,Weddings.Art.
I wish I was a charming guy.
