I have a sad life.
I am the type of guy who tries to get a bigger picture of everything but eventually gets lost in his own world.
I know that I'm bothered by alot of things that i'm not so sure what they are or what are they doing to me.
Apparently there's someone new in my life who i think really likes me but I am so confused. She's sweet,outgoing and outrageous which is why i'm quite attracted to her because she is also different from those typical type of women/girls i happen to come across with now and then. I am feeling so lost now as i have no feelings of love or whatsoever anymore nowadays thanks to that "special" someone whom had made me feel so depressed and disappointed about myself. So much for trying. I've given up on this thing called love and i am trying to console myself to feel what it feels like again time and time again. It's hard if you're fat,big,smelly and not attractive too. "Oh wells"<<<----this is my favorite quote now as i'll not be bothered about things and problems and just waste my life away.
And so I eventually made a list of what makes me happy and distracted from all these things.
10 WAYS TO MAKE ME HAPPY
1.SMOKE HEAVILY EVERY DAY SO EVENTUALLY I'LL DIE AND GET AWAY FROM ALL THIS.
2.INDULGING IN MY OWN PHOTOGRAPHY
3.GOING OUT WITH MODELS/CAUCASIAN/ANG MOH CHICKS so I'll get away from the local stuff.WTF.
4.STARING AT THE PHONE NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO.
5.SPENDING CRUCIAL TIME WITH DOM AND FRIENDS
6.OCCUPY TIME BY GOING OUT WITH FAMILY.
7.DRAGGING MY DEAD BODY TO SCHOOL AND MY CLASSMATES.
8.PLAYING THE BASS
9.WORK(I love my job)
10.SPENDING MY MONEY ON THINGS I DONT REALLY NEED
Eventually I don't end up like this guy. Sad Life.
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A guy you would likely to meet during the most ankward times.
Living life to its fullest.
I also do freelance photography. Models,Fashion,Landscapes,Sports,Architecture,Weddings.Art.
I wish I was a charming guy.
