If only you could feel how I feel.
I may be cold,ignorant towards you or maybe hate you for all I want...but that's just not being myself.
You could be the same way towards me too,I know.
I understand.
But deep down inside I've always loved you.
Since the first time I laid my eyes on you 6 years ago.
I've always hated us being friends because I know that i'm more than a friend.
And I have too many friends to a point I feel so lonely. Only you are my true friend.And it suits the term "Bestfriend"
But I don't know how you truly feel about me. Sometimes you confuse me.
The closer I get to you the closer I feel about losing you.
I've always been giving in to you because I care about your feelings and
i dont want to see you hurt. The best thing that can ever happen to me is making you
happy for the rest of my life and yours.
I think of you for every second of my life,24 hours a day.. It's obsessive and scary.
I'm just afraid that one day I'll lose you.
But now,
I feel I'm losing a Bestfriend.
I feel I'm losing someone who completes me.
I feel I'm losing someone who truly understands me.
I feel I'm losing a part of my life.
How I wish I could tell you all this face to face
But I guess you'll just probably shrug me off your shoulders like dirt.
Like you always did..
But No matter what happens,I'll still be here for you.
I'll always love you.
How I wish I was living in a dream..
I guess I'll wait for my dream to come true one day.
I'll always be here waiting for you..
I just hope that everything will end now.
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A guy you would likely to meet during the most ankward times.
Living life to its fullest.
I also do freelance photography. Models,Fashion,Landscapes,Sports,Architecture,Weddings.Art.
I wish I was a charming guy.
